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王璞《嘉年華會》- “Carnival”, 9 Short Stories

Carnival

Almost in a similar period when I appear to have given up eating meat all of a sudden, I have this sudden urge to rediscover my Chinese root.  Reality is, nothing is ‘all of a sudden’.  I have been wanting to give up eating meat for ages.  And I have been wanting to brush up on my Chinese for ages.  Reading Chinese novels is merely a first step of my long term ambition to regain my innate linguistic ability to its fullest and beyond.  I want to be able to read, understand, and pronounce 100% of the words found in a modern novel, able to write in Chinese, and able to create literature in Chinese.  After all, I believe all my friends who remain in Hong Kong are able to do all these.  I am merely playing catchup.

The joy of reading Chinese books is indescribable.  Language-wise, I am able to understand almost all the words and expressions (versus English novels).  But mere understanding is not my primary aim.  I want to be able to pronounce them as well (unlike the Western language, you can’t really pronounce a Chinese word if you don’t know the word).  And that is when modern technology helps a great deal.  I have found a site that helps me to find out how to pronounce a certain Chinese word in Cantonese.  With my mobile phone that allows me to enter traditional Chinese in handwriting mode, I can look for a word wherever and whenever I need to.

Beyond words, I believe some of you who read both English and Chinese literature would agree with me that the ‘feel’ of the two is very different.  It is the vividness of drama and sound, the emotional complexity, the culture and values, and much more that makes reading Chinese such a joyful experience.  One could take a piece of Chinese literature, translate into English, and to me, the essence is simply lost.  How could one translate the literal meaning of “scrap my eyes and see”, “rub in oil and add vinegar”, or “white as the cleanliness of jade and the clarity of ice”?  Sounds so strange when translated literally but sounds so good when read in the original language.

Back to 《嘉年華會》- one of the four Chinese books I have borrowed from the library recently, the author 王璞 is born in Hong Kong, has lived in China, and since 1989, stationed in Hong Kong.  I have deliberately chosen a Hong Kong writer because I reckon I can relate better – both in terms of the writing style as well as the locations and culture. 《嘉年華會》 is a collection of short stories – 《希臘拖鞋》《嘉年華會》《收藏家》《跳房子》《悼念綠牆袍》《河邊少婦》《我的高麗同學》《啤酒》《流氓是怎樣煉成的》.  For the ease of reference, I would translate these titles to: “Greek Sandals”, “Carnival”, “Collector”, “Hopscotch”, “Mourning of the Green Chinese Dress”, “Young Woman by the River”, “My Korean Schoolmates”, “Beer”, and “Thugs are Made of This”.

Some stories such as “Carnival” and “Thugs are Made of This” are rather short, like a few pages.  “Beer” is perhaps the lengthiest of all for it takes up half a book.  If there is a common theme amongst these stories, that would be an attempt to mix the reality with illusion.  Another theme would be the loss of something.  The author would try to convince the reader something exists only to later on blur it into illusion.  Or a relationship that is well and good and then out of nowhere, a huge quarrel breaks out (that reads like watching a typical local TV drama) and the couple parts way.

In most of the stories, divorce seems to be a main topic.  I wonder why.  Relationships do not seem to work out.  In fact, nothing works out in all the short stories.  The story “Beer” is perhaps one of my favorite.  It has the depth and complexity that I enjoy reading.  The story’s main character is someone who has experienced four divorces and a childhood crush on a train that still lives vividly in her.  To chain the plots is her passion to drinking beer.  To add onto the plot is the main character’s mission to locate her missing father.  All these plots are told not in a sequential manner, but rather randomly picked as the narrator recollects her life story.  The most amazing thing is how the main character – a writer – creates and distorts the story of her childhood crush, in the form of short essays.  That creates a story within a story – an exploration of what happens when love in reality meets with love as an illusion.

I am glad that the book ends with “Thugs are Made of This”.  In just 16 pages, the author tells a story of an apartment owner from being Mr. Nice to someone rude and nasty after a series of unfortunate events.  Such quickness in plot development, what a way to end the book.  I will certainly look for more books written by 王璞.  And one quote from the book to end this entry.

即使是像我一個逆來順受的女人,也有一顆跳動的心。

Additional Info: Singapore library tag is WGPU, Cosmos Books official site, and ISBN 978-988-211-977-2

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Fragments of My Dreams

Fragments Of My Dreams Episode 14 – Robot Coma

Robot's head

This is my first field trip and our mission is clear: To secure the underground area next to the university.  There has been disturbance inside the dungeon of tunnels made of steel, as reported.  The robots do not normally venture so close into our civilization.  We wonder what prompts the encroachment.  Low in resource within the robot colonies?  The evolution of robots that finally breach the take no interest in human activity vow as programmed, sealed, and agreed upon after the Third War?  Or robots that have gone rogue?

I have to admit that I am born of a younger generation, owe it to our forefathers for the establishment of peace, a form of peace that is not perfect – as coexisting with your century long enemies is never easy – but necessary.  Towards the end of the Third War, both sides acknowledged that we human beings cannot outpace the evolution of robots aided by technology rapidly discovered, experimented, and advanced minutes by minutes, seconds by seconds; and robots cannot precede the wisdom of mankind granted by the gods of heaven.  Our bones may be fragile, our flesh may be mortal, but there is no survival like a human survival.

Robot's torso

At least that is how we are taught in school; my textbook understanding on the robots, on the history before I was born.  I have not seen a robot in my life, least terminating one.  The word ‘kill’ has been banned and eliminated from our dictionary as part of the agreement of the Third War Treaty.  As the robots have acutely observed, the root of our evilness lies in the word “kill”.  Kill: Such a word full of hatred, of superiority, and of no responsibility, no respect.  Terminate, on the other hand, has a clinical approach to address a certain dire situation, through sound logic and rationalization.

As I have said, this is my first field trip, in a squad of soldiers who seem to know what they are doing.  “You!” says the squad leader pointing at my direction.  “Sir?” I straighten my back in response.  “Stay close and shoot at the damn robots, not us.  Got it?  We’re going to kill all those damn motherfookers!” shouts the leader in his hoarse commanding voice.

Kill?!  Guess I have to toss the textbooks away for now, side-by-side with this troop of dozen.

Robot's right arm

“Here.  Take these,” one soldier beside me hands me some ammunition.  “These are rockets.  Launch them from a distance.  You don’t wanna see them explode in front of our faces.  Got that, kiddo?” he continues.  “Yes Sir!” I replies as I strapped the little red rockets onto my belt, with my trembling hands.  “And these are regular bullets.  For close range shooting.  You have learned how to fire at the training center, haven’t you?”  I nod, weakly.  He puts his strong hand onto my left shoulder and says, “Look kiddo, this is real war.  I don’t know your background.  But since you are here, you must have done damn good in your training.  Don’t let us down, OK?”

Such a fatherly voice, I reply with renewed conviction, “Sir!  Yes Sir!”

“Something is moving ahead Sir!” one squad member shouts.  The squad leader turns to me and says, “You kiddo.  Do the announcement now!”

In my state of nervousness, I have gone stiffed, my mind has gone blank.  The soldier next to me shouts, “Do it now kiddo!  We can’t attack those motherfookers before we make the announcement!”

I slap into action, grab the microphone, clear my throat and say, “Attention.  This is a human designated area.  You are in violation of the Third War Treaty that says no robots are allowed to encroach into human designated areas, physically or in any capacity that may interact or harm the human species …”

“They are fast approach, Sir!” one soldier screams.  “Get ready to fire!” shouts the squad leader.

And my mechanical voice continues, echoes in these long steel tunnels, “We hereby inform you to immediately leave this area.  Failing to do so may grant us, the humans, the right to terminate you …”

I hear gunfire.  So loud that I have to cover my ears.  I see two dead robots right in front of us as I continue, “We come in peace and wish you robots no harm.”

How ironic.

“These robots come in pairs, kiddo.  If you kill one, you have to kill the other,” said one soldier.  “What if we don’t?” ask I.  “Well, these robots are programmed to live and die in pairs.  Think kamikaze, kiddo.  Not pretty,” he shakes his head engaged in what appears as a deep thought.  I make a mental note to inquire the story after our mission.

“There are a lot more coming!” says the same soldier who warned us the incoming of robots.  “Shoot ’em all!” shouts the squad leader, “And you kiddo!”  He turns to me, “Make yourself useful and use that damn gun of yours, would you?”

Robot's left arm

Indeed, a lot more targets are coming our way.  Relentless, waves and waves of robots come upon us.  The sound of the gunfire is deafening; the sparkle of the explosion hurts my eyes.  One target is marked for my taking.  From a distance, I launch rocket #1.  Missed.  Rocket #2.  Missed!  Such tremendous speed these robots have!  As  my target gets closer to me, I attempt to launch rocket #3.  My gun screams in a mechanical voice, “Warning!  Warning!  Incoming target too close!”  I fire nonetheless.  Big explosion, the ground shakes.  The rocket has punched a big hole onto the steel tunnel just meters away from us.  The squad leader shouts, “Dammit kiddo!  Wanna get us all killed?!”

My target slows down, by the up close explosion of the rocket.  I switch to pistol, attempt to shoot the robot.  Futile.  For I am merely putting dents onto his thick armor.  There is something peculiar about this robot.  In my state of desperation, thinking of not wanting to get my squad killed, I do the unthinkable: I charge towards the robot!

My squad seems shocked.  The robot seems shocked.  Every one stops what they are doing and watch what could have been the most lunatic scene of the century as recorded.

Adrenalized, with heighten alert.  As I am approaching an arm’s length away from my target, I toss my pistol away, and the puzzlement has deepened.  “What are you thinking?!” the robot must have pondered.  As it too stays still, a step or two away from the huge hole that my rocket #3 has created not so long ago.

Robot's stomach

With all my remaining strength, I run up to the robot – what enormous figure! – and give it a big push, into the hole.  The hole is no ordinary hole.  It is a lift shaft.  I pull the level  nearby to call a lift to come down.  Almost like a slow motion, the lift crushes onto the fallen robot and renders it inactive.  All of a sudden, it is silence.  The heavy breathing of the human squad and the electrostatic sparkles of the fallen robot fills the silence bestows upon the aftermath of the last wave of attack.

“Just what the ‘uck are you thinking, kiddo?” our squad leader mutters the words slowly while staring at the fallen robot.  My face has gone red and I reply, “Erm, Sir.  I did what I have to do.  I have disengaged the robot.”

“Ah, disengaged,” he looks up at the ceiling disengaged from the current scene and continues, “So this robot is neither alive nor dead.  What the ‘uck are we supposed to do with a robot in coma?”

“Sir,” one soldier steps up and offers an answer, “We are not allowed to harm or interact or harvest any such robot.  In fact, we must retreat from this perimeter immediately and notify the Federation.”

“Good.  And how are we supposed to secure this perimeter, as part of our mission?”

“The Law says, no mission supersede this situation of ours as it is a grave threat to humanity, unless humanity is in threat,” the soldier continues.  Another soldier steps up, clenching his fists in anger and says, “Sir.  I say we blow this motherfooker apart and continue with our mission.”  Some of the soldiers join force, fists in the air, and yell, “Let’s blow this motherfooker apart!”

“NO!” the squad leader quiet the crowd with his calm voice.  “There are certain values in life we must not compromise.  This robot in coma is not to be harmed.  Mission abort!”

“But what would happen to this robot in coma?” I ask, in all ignorance.  The squad leader shrugs and says, “Maybe its another half will claim it for mutual voluntary termination.  Maybe the robots will use it to claim ownership to this underground structure.  How the ‘uck would I know?  I don’t study robots for a living.  I kill ’em to pay my bills, kiddo.”

The squad leader’s long sigh meets with a faint drumming sound from a distance.  The noise amplifies as we standstill, trying to figure out what is next.  “Sir!  Take a look at the radar,” shouts one soldier in disbelief.  “They are in great number, a scale I have never seen before!”

“Move, move!  Retreat!  Now!  You and you, hold the line with me.  The rest of you.  Run like hell!” commands the squad leader.

Robot's feet

We run like mad, fueled by the great number of robots chasing after us.  Have I started the Fourth War?  I dare not even think about it.  As I emerge from the underground compound, greeted by dusk, the siren has been sounded.  For how long?  I do not know.  I see shadow of some students from the university dashing in the dark.  I look back at the exit, half expecting to see robots making an entry into our human dwelling, a formal invasion.  Instead, I see animals and birds, coming out from the same exit we emerged.  And they too are engulfed by the dusk, disappeared into the dark.

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Author’s Note: I am always thrilled when it comes to writing the “Fragments of my Dreams” series.  I love being able to let my imagination runs wild, guided only by the [real] dreams I have.  Sunday morning (Nov 8, 2009), I woke up early, vividly remembered I had a dream.  But the content was vague.  I fell back to sleep and revisited my dreamland again, willing the dream to be repeated.  And incredible as it sounds, the dream did repeat again, like a movie.  In fact, it ended inside a movie theater.  I picked the most coherent part of my dream to be the inspiration of this episode.

Robot transformed, the big picture

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Diary

See If You Can Solve This Puzzle … Kekeke

A puzzle, created by me, for you!

If you read Dan Brown, especially his latest work, this puzzle of mine should be cake.  Your job is to replace the question marks with letters.  Once you solve this, it would be great if you could drop a “I got it” comment here without sharing the answer.  And I would love to hear what do you think of the puzzle.  Too simple?  Too hard?  Something can be improved?  Etc.  How would you know if you got the answer?  When you get it, you get it.  Trust me.  It is that obvious.

After I have created this drawing, I tested it out on Cynthia.  OK.  It wasn’t that cake for Cynthia and I made some minor adjustment to the drawing.  Time to take out your pen and paper and work this one out!  Have fun.

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Comedy Foreign Movie Reviews

My Girlfriend Is An Agent – So Very Hilarious!

What a funny show!

Once in a while, there are movies that are so beyond expectation that you thought: Wow, I am so glad that I’ve picked it.  Maybe my week has been somewhat humdrum, maybe there are just too many sad news of old wive poisoning old husband, young teen stabbing his young girlfriend to death, or the groom jumping off from the hotel’s rooftop dead while the new bride was showering, I am so in need of something funny, something to make my day.  So I picked “My Girlfriend Is An Agent”, and mobilized the Movie Review Squad.  Not sure why, I was half expecting something like “My Wife Is A Gangster”.  But the resemblance stops at the title.

This movie is closed to two hours.  And the audience was awesome!  Quite a few were clapping hands and all of us were laughing out loud throughout the show.  To the crowd at The Cathay for the 7.30 pm show last Friday, you guys rock!

OK.  To be honest, there isn’t much storyline per se.  Whether some Koreans are selling some very dangerous bio weapon ingredients to some Russians is not quite what I am interested to find out and follow through.  The main storyline, to me, is merely a background and setup for the comic scenes.  I was pleasantly surprised to see how happy Cynthia laughed inside the theater, knowing that Korean films are usually not her cup of tea.  The overall storyline may not be memorable.  But some of the comical materials certainly are.

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Diary

Composition Of “A God That Sleeps”

This one is for you, Alex.  The only person I know who is curious about the composition of my drawing “A God That Sleeps”.  For those of you who have no clue on what I am talking about, please refer to my previous entry first.

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An elephant, a whale, a turtle, and a volcano

The driver for the theme of a sleeping God is natural disaster, represented by the volcano in the center of the drawing.  Behind the volcano is an elephant.  You may not see its ears – though I did struggle to fit those into the picture and have decided against it – you should however see the trunk, the tusks, and the back (and the tail too!).  Upside down is a whale.  Elephant is the largest land animal now living; whale is the largest mammal living in sea.  Together they represent the land and the sea; the legacy of our world.  Initially, I wanted to draw the sky and the sea but have chosen the animals instead.

I am much affected by the recent news on the environmental impact due to climate change.  And that is the disaster I am trying to depict.  Later, I have added a sea turtle (the head is on the right with the eyes that have the same style as the elephant) that largely encompasses the entire drawing, for a few reasons.  First, it fits the theme of the animals and the volcano.  Second, turtle lives in both land and sea so the engulfment of the other two animals seem appropriate.  Third, I remember seeing ancient drawings that depict our ‘flat’ world as a turtle (I could be wrong!).

Man and God

Within the perimeter of the volcano is a sleeping God and a man.  Only the face of God is shown, with eyes closed.  When I compose this, I have Michelangelo’s “The Creation of Adam” in mind (on the ceiling of Sistine Chapel).  Instead of God creates man in his own image, I deliberate choose a contradiction that the two do not resemble one another, that man looks nothing like God (and God looks awfully like us!).  Also, I have recent read the latest fiction written by Piers Anthony from the Immortality series.  That reminds me of the storyline of how the Incarnations collaborate and overthrow the Office of Good – a.k.a. God – for God no longer responses to us.  Hence this composition of man attempting to awaken the sleeping God.

Another point of interest to note is that when I compose this face of God together with the elephant and the whale, I had in mind the stretching arms of God (depicted by the elephant’s trunk and the whale’s tail) as though God puts his arms behind his head, sleeping.

A woman

How can a drawing with a man and without a woman?  I love balance.  And I have deliberately space out the heads onto each one-third section of the drawing.  On the left, the turtle and the whale; in the middle, the man and God; and on the right, the woman and the elephant.

In the old days, mankind invented many ways to interact with God, to please God, and to tame God’s wrath.  And I have in mind the sacrifice of the virgin into a volcano for this purpose.  I have also decided on the 7 strands of hair.  According to the Bible, the number 7 signifies completeness, perfection.  She is not just any virgin, but a perfect one.

Can God be awaken in time before the volcano destroys the world?  No one knows.  Every entity in this drawing are waiting.

Buttons

Like Alex has rightfully pointed out, buttons and zips have become a ‘trademark’ of mine.  I am obsessed with putting this ‘kinetic’ interaction into my drawings, urging the viewers to unlock the mystery within.

I have resisted writing how I compose this drawing because it may read silly (and long!).  Some may think that I am a lunatic.  But for the few curious ones, well, the composition is not at all random.  Now that I have probably said all that I should, I better … zip!  Thanks for your interest.

I love this zip!

Related Blog Entry: Making Of “A God That Sleeps” (And The 9 Years Of Togetherness)for the original drawing.

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Diary

Making Of “A God That Sleeps” (And The 9 Years Of Togetherness)

Another doodle of mine

I wish I could draw or make music for a living.  But reality is not as such.  My recent passion is to doodle.  Simple composition, when I first started.  Now, the drawing is getting more and more complicated.  I wonder why.

Just when I was done with taking photos of this drawing, past midnight, Cynthia returned from her business functions, planted a kiss onto my lips, and said, “Happy anniversary!”.  9 years.  And she continues to put up with my bizarre new passions spawning out from nowhere.  I too wonder why.

Ever since I have started or rediscovered doodling, some readers have inquired how I create these drawings.  Many have the impression that a lot of digital touch ups are done at the computer.  In fact, a lot of time is spent thinking about the composition.  I would stare into space, intensively, as I envision the different ways to articulate my thoughts.  One time, I was in the zone while brushing my teeth.  All of a sudden, Cynthia appeared from nowhere wanting to tell me something.  I screamed, got shocked out of my socks.  She in turn was shocked at my shock.  Such intensity I have when I think about the composition, that can take days, or weeks.

A lot of time, too, is spent on drafting the drawing on pieces of paper.  Until I am confident, I draw it for real, using whiteboard marker.  Unlike oil painting, I can’t make any mistake.  Pretty breathtaking towards the end of the drawing.

The working title of this drawing is “A God That Sleeps”.  Below are the photos taken during the drawing stages of (1) shaping, (2) detailing, and (3) decoration.  As you can see, computer touch ups are minimal.  By the way, if I was to remember that by the time this post is published, it is our anniversary, I would have drawn something more appropriate for the occasion.  Oh well, I will have to think of something else then.

Related Blog Entry: For those of you who are interest in what the composition means, please click here.

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Snippet of My Life

Snippet Of My Life Episode 23 – All Saints’ Day And The Ha Ha Ha

Working Title: Body and Blood of Christ

The working title of this drawing is “Body and Blood of Christ”, inspired by All Saints’ Day.  Explanation of the composition is at the end of this post.  Last Sunday morning, Cynthia asked while we finally settled down inside the Church, “Why this eagerness?”  Nothing escapes her observation, on me.  That’s scary.  True, of all solemnities, I am in particularly drawn to All Saints’ Day.  Maybe it is the vivid images of the Book of Revelation, maybe it is the sheer number of Saints involved – ten thousands and counting – or maybe we or rather I am drawn into the stories of the Saints, how holiness can be manifested in mere humans, closer to our timeline, outside the Biblical literature.  Maybe Heaven seems so real knowing some of us do make it there, somehow.

Some sermons are more engaging than others.  It’s true.  On that particular Sunday, the Priest began with a story of a little girl insisting that Jonah survived inside the stomach of a whale, as told in the Bible, for three long days.  I should have paid more attention as I have no clue how the teacher comes into the picture.  Anyway, the teacher corrected the little girl that no one can live inside a whale for three days, set aside getting swallowed by one.  The little girl insisted that God intervened and spared Jonah’s life.  And she continued, “When I go to Heaven, I will ask Jonah.”  “What if Jonah is in Hell?” asked the teacher.  “Then you’ll go and ask him yourself,” replied the little girl.

We all laughed.

I read in CNN that recently, our Pope has canonized Father Damien, the leper priest.  The story of Father Damien is inspiring.  He was on a mission on the island of Molokai in the Kingdom of Hawaii – a leper colony back in the mid 1800.  After 16 years of caring for the needs of the colony, in which most who were healthy wouldn’t want to stay, Father Damien contracted leprosy and died.  There must be a God inside Father Damien, one made such a comment in his deathbed when he finally believed in God after years of denying Father Damien’s preaching.  When our Priest in his sermon accounted the brief life story of now Saint Damien (more in Wikipedia), I was deeply moved.

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Our band was in hiatus for half a year.  Our drummer Wieke couldn’t join us in the last minute.  That left the three of us.  Time flies.  Jason, Cynthia, and I have been jamming for 5 years.  Started in the very living room we had our session last Sunday afternoon.  During our practice, Cynthia showed us the print out of one of the emails I wrote during the infancy of the band, a list of to-do and what not.  I cringed of course.  And we had a good laugh.  The session went well.  We played some of the older stuffs.  We took our time to review our recordings, keeping only the decent tracks for our listening pleasure.

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I woke up at 8 am on a Sunday morning feeling excited to review the brand new SanDisk memory card.  The first time is always intoxicating.  Like the first time I wrote book review for McGraw-Hill.  Or my first time participating in a Nokia media event.  Reviewing that memory card turned out to be less dramatic than I have anticipated.  And I laughed at myself, in a good way.

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My zest for vegetarian diet seems infectious, to Cynthia that is.  Saturday evening, right after I have washed the car, there was a heavy downpour.  Checking on Facebook I read quite a few of my friend got stranded somewhere in town willing the rain to go away.  Cynthia and I, on the other hand, braved the rain and had a delicious dinner at Living Greens – a vegetarian restaurant along Beach Road.  That burger.  That pumpkin soup.  Thinking of my meal makes me hungry.  And we made it back to watch F1 qualifying session in time, before 9 pm.

Sunday evening, was not so lucky.  We were seated at the hawker center at AMK waiting for our vegetarian food to arrive, for 45 minutes.  As the time was drawing close to 9 pm – the opening of the last F1 match this season – we left, with empty stomachs.  Ordered a vegetarian pizza on the phone and it arrived in less than half an hour.  Again, thinking of that pizza makes me hungry, now.

Strange to say, I was not at all upset by this little episode.  It is a message, for certainty.  In order to sustain a vegetarian diet, we or rather I need to be able to learn how to cook the dishes, delicious enough to want to eat a vegetarian meal every day.  For 2 decades, I have been cooking meat dishes, and vegetable dishes are not meant to be main dishes.  What shall I do now?

I have taken stock on what are the common vegetables sold in the supermarket – a lot more than I have imagined – wrote them down somewhere.  Next, I need to find a nutrition table as a guide and design my own dishes.  It may be a lot harder or easier than I think.  Maybe I shall document my cooking journal here so that we can laugh about it one day.

We shall see.

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PS. Centered to this drawing is a celebrant holding up the chalice of the blood of Christ during the most solemn part of the Mass: through Him, with Him, and in Him.  I got this image during the Sunday’s All Saints’ Day celebration.  The larger encompassing triangular object I have envisioned as bread  (like the oriental rice roll), a.k.a. body of Christ.  The zip is important to this drawing.  I hope to draw viewers into the pondering of what lies inside.  To invoke the urge of opening the zip.  But what is inside cannot be seen.  Remains as a mystery, like the theme of our teaching.  On the right is a button that signifies more than one way to access the mystery within.

I have also taken the artistic license to put in a bit of my personal life inside this drawing.  The triangular object also depicts a guitar pick (as we jammed during the weekend) and Jenson “Button” has won the F1 season (as the season ended in the same weekend).  Hence the button.

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For the Geeks Photography

SanDisk Extreme Pro, In Fire And Ice We Trust

SanDisk Extreme Pro ... 90MB/s!

I love photography.  And it is not everyday news that you wake up one day discovering that the product you use has a new model is double as good.  I am a proud user of SanDisk’s Extreme IV CompactFlash cards for my Nikon D700.  It was their top of the line product trusted by the professional photographers.  Then comes this new Extreme Pro.  The maximum capacity has doubled to a jaw dropping 64GB.  The read and write speeds have been boosted up to 90MB/sec, double of my Extreme IV cards.  That is shocking, on paper at least.  But how does the card perform?  Well, here is a little test I have done on a lovely Sunday morning.

Simple Test Setup

The three memory cards on the tests are (1) SanDisk Extreme Pro (90MB/sec), (2) SanDisk Extreme IV (45MB/sec), and (3) Lexar Professional (300x speed).  SanDisk cannot test with their competitors’ products, but I can.  To be fair, all my cards – including this new review unit from SanDisk – are pretty respectable, in terms of performance, reliability, and durability.  SanDisk has provided me with some testing procedures.  But I prefer to test it under a real life scenario.  So, below is my setup.

If you take single shots, it does not matter too much if you memory card is fast or not too fast.  Though once, a friend called me up and asked, “You told me to shoot in RAW but it is just too slow to take one photo!”  I wanted to pull a fast one on him and tease him that his is not a Nikon, like I have advised him to buy.  Instead, I told him that his memory card maybe too slow.

In this test, I put my camera on continuous shooting mode.  I chose a slow 3 frames per second for my Nikon D700.  Simply because any higher it would be difficult for me to count the shots.  I switched off as much post processing of the photos as possible in order to put extra emphasis on the memory card performance (and in real life too, I switch them off for high speed shooting).  Of course, no image review.  Who would care about image review in sport shooting scenario?  During each test, I shot 40 photos.  And I shot in 14-bit RAW, which is higher than the rather common 12-bit RAW format.  I resisted shooting in RAW+JPG because (1) I seldom do that and (2) converting RAW to JPG takes time and may alter the result.  RAW is good.  It is what I shoot.

To recap: 3 memory cards, 40 shots, 14-bit RAW, 480MB of data, one camera.

Test Results

Lexar Professional (300x speed) – On paper, this card has a similar speed the Extreme VI that I own.  The entire 40 shots took 22 seconds to complete the transfer from the camera buffer into the memory card.  However, after 30 shots, my camera slowed down and the frame rates dropped way below 3 frames per second.  That is disappointing of course, although I was not surprised.

SanDisk Extreme IV (45MB/sec) – My bread-and-butter, these are the cards that I am happy to spend money on.  40 shots took 21 seconds to complete the transfer with no slow down to my frame rate. An additional 8 seconds to complete the process (40 shots should take about 13 seconds to complete using 3 frames per second setting).

SanDisk Extreme Pro (90MB/sec) – Less than 15 seconds was what it took to transfer all 40 photos (total of 480MB).  In fact, the write speed of the card no longer seems to be a limiting factor (the entire shot of 40 photos took more than 13 seconds to complete).  For the testing of this particular card, I have increased my number of shots to 100, almost instantaneously, all the shots are stored.

Afterthought: For my 12.1 megapixel full frame camera, it seems that SanDisk Extreme Pro is all I need.  I could of course up the frame rate from 3 to 8 per second (which I may if I can find a suited theme for my next photo shot).  One participant at the media event has maxed out his Nikon D3 camera buffer in continuous shooting mode and it takes 130 shots to do that, with this Extreme Pro card.  I doubt if I would be that extreme.

Who Needs This?

Although my test centers towards speed, SanDisk Extreme Pro has lots to offer too.  The card works in an extreme temperature range of -25°C to 85°C (hence the picture and the title if you get the drift).  It is designed to be durable for humidity and accidental drops too.  In terms of reliability, it uses a wear leveling technology to spread the data across different blocks of memory so as to maximize the lifetime of the card.

For those of you who have to have the largest capability available (e.g. sport photography and underwater photography), the 64GB version is too good to be true.

And for those who want to tap onto the potential of a higher speed, your camera needs to be able to utilize the UDMA 6 technology.  My contact in Nikon has informed me that all their high-end cameras – D3x, D3, D700, and D300s – are able to support UDMA 6.  It appears that Canon 5D Mark II and Canon 50D are able to support that too, though I have no means to verify.  As the image size getting bigger and more photographs elect to use their dSLR cameras to film HD videos, write speed of a memory card becomes a crucial attribute.

If you own a high end camera(s), you really need a memory card of a similar caliber to match.  For more information on technical specifications and pricing and etc., please click here.

PS. I have not tested on the download speed as the card has gone beyond USB 2.0 speed.  But I reckon the speed would be amazing, judging at what I have seen so far.

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Drama Movie Reviews Romance

Love Happens, A Misleading Title?

A mismatch of expectation?

Do bloggers know no bounds in what they write?  Do I know no bounds in what I write?  I am not sure if fellow bloggers have faced a similar situation.  At times, in a friendly catching up occasion, my friend would suddenly turn to me and ask, “You wouldn’t put that into your blog, would you?”  The dilemma of wanting some friends of mine to know – or not – that I have a website.

Of course I know the boundary.  And so, Mr. TK, if you are reading this, our little episode is safe with me.  Though we will likely to laugh over this for years to come.  And until I do the same thing you did, then we would laugh at each other for years to come.

Our band’s drummer wanted to watch that Michael Jackson film.  So I mobilized the Movie Review Squad in the morning.  TK suggested “The Hurt Locker”, a war film (which I promise to loop in another friend, Ng,  to watch).  Cynthia suggested “Love Happens”.  If it was up to me, I would love to pick “My Girlfriend Is An Agent”.  I love watching girls kicking asses.  In retrospect, I thought “Love Happens” is “NewYork, I Love You”.  Since all of us seemed happy about “Love Happens”, “Love Happens” it was.  (Still quite amazed that TK could decipher my morning SMS: Love happens today or tomorrow?)

I think the movie title “Love Happens” is misleading.  If it was to be branded not as a romance movie, it would have attracted lesser criticism just on the title itself.  I walked into the theater thinking it was another show, so obviously, I have little expectation on the outcome.  If we take away the notion of romance, and look at Jennifer Aniston’s role as helping Dr. Burke Ryan (played by the talented Aaron Eckart) – together with everyone in the workshop of how-to-get-over-the-loss-of-your-loved-ones hosted by Ryan – to come to terms with the loss of his wife, it is quite a decent movie to watch.  Some scenes are emotional.  Some are somewhat inspiriting (like taking the ‘stairs’ to see things in a different perspective).  The little word games Eckart and Aniston played onscreen makes the film interesting (to be honest, I know none of the three English words they use).  Cynthia and I have been a big fan of Aaron Eckart since the days of “Thank You For Smoking”.  And acting-wise, I think he delivers.

It is unrealistic – in my opinion – to expect a man to fall madly in love with another woman before he has even come to terms with the loss of his beloved partner three years ago on an accident that he blames himself upon.  In as such, the lack of the elements of romance or the presence of a glimpse of what is to come is only appropriate.  Unfortunately, the movie title and the excerpts suggest that “Love Happens” is a romance story.  Personally, I would prefer the filmmakers to use the title of “Brand New Day”, a variation of what the working title was.

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Diary

The Vegetarian

The Vegetarian

The title of this doodle is “The Vegetarian”.  Yes.  One day I may look like that.

Recently, I have become a social meat eater.  But why?  Nothing as dramatic as quiting alcohol since January 2008.  Of which, I still owe you a why.  And I will.  Meanwhile, why give up on meat?

A simple answer would be: romancing with a different lifestyle.  To be frank, I have little feeling towards another chicken dies because I want one of its legs for my lunch.  Though now that my dietary doesn’t necessarily require the killing of say a chicken, it seems like a good thing to do.  I am more intrigued by the studies that say meat takes much longer time to digest compares to vegetables.  Or in one of the talks, the exact words used was “meat rots longer inside our stomachs”.  Gross, I know.  But maybe there is an ounce of truth in it.  Maybe we don’t need to eat meat to live.

I do eat vegetarian meals from time to time.  Catholics abstain from eating meat on the Fridays of Lent.  Or to follow the older tradition, the entire 40 days of Lent.  My Chinese heritage encourages me to abstain from eating meat during key occasions, such as the first meal of the Chinese New Year.  Even when I am outside Hong Kong, I still follow that tradition till today.  It was hard, especially when I was studying overseas.  No one around me seemed to understand.  But I know if I do follow, my parents would be happy.  Even when I am thousands of miles away from them.

What on earth is a “social meat eater”?  If I am on my own, I would stick to vegetarian diet, provided that I can find it.  If I am with my friend, I would order vegetarian dishes if it is not too much of a trouble.  Otherwise, my next choice would be seafood.  I probably wouldn’t feel bad eating meat with my friends.  Because this decision of mine is neither based on religion nor on the basis of health.  It is a lifestyle choice.

Now, how do I feel eating vegetarian dishes most of the time?  Initially, I felt unfulfilled, to be honest.  I got hungry very often.  Normally I would get depressed.  Like during the days when I have to stick to non-meat dishes (such as Lent).  This time round, unknown to me, I do feel happy not eating meat.  More than one week has passed and I think my body begins to adapt to the lack of meat diet.  I eat fruits when I feel hungry at night.  I choose brown rice when it is available.  Back to how I feel.  In fact, I feel great, happy.  Seems more agile.  Less lethargic.  Maybe because my body doesn’t need to work so hard to digest the food, I don’t know.  All of a sudden, I feel like doing more exercise.  What a transformation!

The next thing I wish to do is to work out a nutrition table.  If I am going to be a serious vegetarian, or social meat eater, I need to make sure that all my daily nutrition intake is taken care of.