Two days before birthday and I have committed one terrible mistake.
I …
But CC and her boyfriend really love each other. She intends to marry to him. Oh, what have I done?
But I do love her. Does that count?
Categories
Category: Diary
Categories
On This Day I Fell
Okay, how shall I confess?
To confess the wrongdoing of my heart or the wrongdoing of my soul?
I have just followed my heart and that is what I end up with. Knowing that CC has a devoted boyfriend, going to see her very soon, how could I end up in …
Knowing that this well is so deep that a step forward will end up dead at the bottom, why would I just fall in love, like that again?
Must be – using one pain to cover another one.
Categories
On This Day We Watched TV
This weekend, I have spent a lot of time with CC. I feel myself strongly attractive to her. But she has a very devoted boyfriend and I shall never even think about that at all.
Saturday night, she stayed at my apartment and watched TV together. We chatted quite a lot and … what a pity. Must be from the complex family background.
Today is US Independent Day. Only when we went to Hard Rock Café did we realize it.
Okay, woke up late and didn’t feel very well. Decided to see a doctor and ended up seeing one of the doctor in the apartment. Interesting to know that even the doctor refuses to take the ice cube in the restaurant and he even suggested to wash the apple with warm water.
Took one day off and went out for shopping. Spent most of the day watching MTV.
The best was yet to come. That was our (Kenneth, CC, and I) first time visit to Hard Rock Café. Had a delicious meal (the most decent place in Jakarta) and they left the place just when the live band appeared. For me, I stayed on and danced till two in the morning.
Only when I stepped into the taxi did I feel scared. I mean just me alone, and single and the driver (to me a small boy under eighteen) kept on telling me that the strip show is very exciting so on.
I am a decent guy right? Must live up to my decent reputation.
Categories
On This Day I Was Sick
Today feel very sick. Stomachache and headache as well. The air con is so cold in the office. I was actually suffering all the way.
What a bad day.
Categories
A Day of Food Adventure
Okay, today I feel a lot better. I didn’t approach CC just because she has offended me yesterday. She was very direct and I shall be better in listening to criticism.
Lunch time, Balquais suggested going to one of the oldest Japanese restaurant in Jakarta. Getting there was really tough as the driver didn’t know where was the place we were referring to. I still remember it was Chikini IV.
The food was quite cheap. And because I was so warm and friendly, the waitresses all laughed at me. They are nice people. Then we went to AC Jakarta. Quite an impressive office (very new).
At night? Well, had a Chinese meal (very cheap beer, so far) and had a (terrible) dessert at Fashion Café. They claimed that one will be open in Singapore next year. We shall see. The food is quite bad tough.
Went to gym again and accompany Balquais back to BUN and get her organiser (tomorrow needs to get up and go Bali). She was so happy when I said there is no problem at all.
Today, I am officially a communist. Hong Kong returned to China finally. Catherine, Balquais, Kenneth, Robert, and I was watching the CNN Live at my apartment. Kenneth’s wife called, Robert called his wife, Catherine’s boyfriend called and for me? No phone call. What a sad life.
We did celebrate this handover thing at one of the beautiful Chinese restaurant. Only $70 Singapore dollar per person. Chicken feet for the project. Robert even asked for a receipt with the tips added inside! I was so embarrassed.
Talking about embarrassment, Catherine and I had a big agreement over the fact that I love Singapore during lunch at McDonald’s. In the end, she pointed out that I make Hong Kong people shameful and I ”˜take advantage’ of Singapore and so on. I was so angry that I refused to talk to her for the whole night.
Playing guitar is fun. Really fun and as for body building, it is going well. I fell I have tightened a few muscles here and there. Occasionally thinking of you-know-who and the sadness seems to have ”˜matured’.
Categories
Touring Around Jakarta
Sunday in Jakarta. Called up Robert and he was working in the room. Called up Balquais but (CC told me) she would not be in until 12 pm. Called up CC but she was still sleeping (10:30 am). So I told CC to go back to sleep.
Starring out of the window, lying on my bed reading “Men from you-know-where and so on”. Really boring! Have the feeling that I have revisited the Paris days.
Wanted to go to Pasa Baru (something like that) to get my guitar but the place looks quite horrible. Ended up lunching at one of the ”˜good’ local hawker center. CC and Robert both hate the place and complain a lot. But I appreciate the culture itself. I do pity Balquais who took the trouble in taking us around.
The culture is that before we even eat down, they will lay all the dishes onto the table. Simple rule is that for those food we never touch, we don’t need to pay for. Just eat and forget about ”˜food-recycling’.
Knowing that CC and Robert were both desperate to get back, we dropped them at the Atrium. Balquais and I then proceeded to the Bloke M. Watched the movie “Marvin’s Room”. She did cry. I bought my guitar.
Gym tonight again. What a nice weekend!
Categories
I Begin to Hate Jakarta
CC rang me (or us as in me and Robert) up this morning. And it was the first time I met Balquais (CC’s roommate, a Malay who can speak Mandarin). We had an Indonesian lunch, suppose to be quite good and began shopping at some random shopping malls for names I can never remember.
The traffic was so bad and we have spent so much time (and effort) just to move around.
Balquais is quite a nice person despite all the talking we have had. We chatted quite a lot (she has studied in Durham, UK, for a year) and did CC just get jealous. What to say? A very interesting woman.
I think I begin to hate Jakarta already.
Categories
Take in One to Forget One
Another day of Minesweeper. What to do? We weren’t sure if we are going to continue the Jakarta project but today, it seems to work out slowly. One thing about AC is that you will never know what happen next.
Had a quick lunch in McDonald’s and I guess CC was very happy about as she has been proposing going McDonald’s in the past one week.
We had a drink with one of the VP from BUN. I drank quite a lot (free). Three beers and a Martini double. And I am still fine. We joke that CC has become my wife and so on. I think I better stop myself thinking about her. Who is JP by the way? I have totally forgotten the whole business. I guess Grace is right in saying that there are a lot of ”˜fish’ out there.