I had nightmare again. Too many nightmare nowadays. Car crash, arrested by Chinese government, bullets in my legs, sick surgeon. I really can’t stand it. The whole weekend alone. Mohamed didn’t call as promised. So lonely and my mind was set to JP again. What is love? What is hate? To love is to hate. To [...]
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Stripped, Shattered
May 25th, 1997 No Comments
Tags: france · hamlet · mchael collin · mexican · movie · nightmare · oxford university press · paris · relationship · shakespeare
Good Time Bad Time
May 9th, 1997 No Comments
Ridicules as it seems, I called up JP at three last night. She sound very cheerful and oh, how much I miss her sweet voice. Been talking about work here and there and her ex-ex, J, called just before we broke up and returned all her photo albums to her. Also, she got herself a [...]
Tags: chinese food · france · friendship · karaoke · paris · Party · relationship · waking up
If Only Life Works out Differently
April 9th, 1997 No Comments
Last night I slept very late having online chat with a lot of great guys. Somehow we went into the topic of writing literature, and this UK guy “Dead Calm” and I was talking about Swan Lake (one lady elegant, educated with American culture called Swan). And we wrote a lot of stuffs online. Finally [...]
Tags: bad day · dream · france · friendship · online chat · paris · relationship
In the Dark?
April 4th, 1997 No Comments
This afternoon I called up Benny and found that he has not read my email that was sent to him more than 2 weeks ago. And he told me that all the family members were in the dark not knowing what was happened between me and her sister. Too me, it is really over. I shall [...]
Tags: france · la defense · paris · relationship
Mail Server Crashed, Not That I Quit
April 2nd, 1997 No Comments
Aurore stopped me from swearing in French. Most shocking. Anyway, I shouldn’t do it to start with. Got an image to maintain, you know. Received an email from Doug praising me that my status report was very good. Well, he didn’t exactly say that. What he said was my most recent status report is a [...]
Tags: champs-elysees · france · paris · relationship · st. clement · vtf · white martini · work
Holding Onto the Past
March 29th, 1997 No Comments
First day of holiday, woke up at half past eight. Kind of a record. Couldn’t get hot water from the hot water tap hence called the reception. Apparently the lady didn’t understand English that well and thought I wanted breakfast instead. What a joke! Luckily, the “manager” (owner) was there and he asked me to [...]
Tags: beach · caravan · deauville · france · italian food · neil young · north whales · relationship
Remembering the Small Details Is Not Pretty
March 26th, 1997 No Comments
Today, everybody in the office felt like Friday, except today was not Friday. It was Wednesday instead. Had a long phone conversation with Grace last night and feel kind of a little bit better. I do need friend. And today, I received one message from Erica (Sam’s wife) and she is ever so positive. I [...]
Tags: france · friendship · jewish food · paris · relationship
Will I be Ever In Love Again?
March 25th, 1997 No Comments
I am back again. After a long silence. Yes, I have broken up with JP. And I was (still?) feeling very depressed about this. Oh, love. Francis phoned me the same day just to check I was okay. He phoned at 0630 but I did not mind. At least somebody is care about me. And [...]
Tags: depression · france · jerry maguire · movie · paris · phd · planning for future · relationship · the english patient · tom cruse
Zero SIR is a Dream
March 1st, 1997 No Comments
Yesterday was Friday and I have totally forgotten that. I even asked Willie do French people say to each other “Bon Weekend” even on Thursday. Stayed kind of quite late in the office and had a good chat with Aurore regarding on the project matters. Man, I feel good when the number of SIR is [...]
Tags: bon weekend · france · letter · paris · relationship · work · writing story