Year 1998 has been a very interesting year for me. These are the events which were pretty significant in my ordinary life. I have spent the new year day alone. Well not exactly. My driver of that time, Edi, took me to Pelabunhan Ratu, South of Java. My second love affair had gone to drain [...]
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If Only I Have an Answer
October 29th, 1997 2 Comments
So, it has finished. This so called second love affair of mine has finally come to an end. Few days ago, I still wondering what will happen the day when the project ends. But it just turns into such an ugly scene. My eyeball ‘burst’ and I still hope that it will recover. But it [...]
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Swamped
August 24th, 1997 No Comments
It has been exactly three weeks which I have not been writing any diary. Surprising how time flies and how much I have lost touch with my inner self. So what has happened in this three weeks’ time. A lot. In terms of work, it has gone quite okay. Or more correctly, more bearable. But [...]
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I Go Crazy, I Know That Much Is True
July 20th, 1997 No Comments
Long time haven’t logged down what I have done. Well, I just go crazy over CC and I hope she loves me too. Besides the … I have in my life, we feel very happy and comfortable with each other. Just that her boyfriend has arrived in Jakarta, I seldom get to hold and kiss [...]
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I Now Fall and I Will Lose
July 9th, 1997 No Comments
Tonight (after midnight already), I turned 1 year older. And I was with CC. Neither one of us realised that, of course. For the whole day, I have been thinking of her. I think I have already fallen in love with her and in less than a week’s time, I will lose her again. The start [...]
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On This Day, I …
July 8th, 1997 No Comments
Two days before birthday and I have committed one terrible mistake. I … But CC and her boyfriend really love each other. She intends to marry to him. Oh, what have I done? But I do love her. Does that count? Tweet
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On This Day I Fell
July 7th, 1997 No Comments
Okay, how shall I confess? To confess the wrongdoing of my heart or the wrongdoing of my soul? I have just followed my heart and that is what I end up with. Knowing that CC has a devoted boyfriend, going to see her very soon, how could I end up in … Knowing that this [...]
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On This Day We Watched TV
July 5th, 1997 No Comments
This weekend, I have spent a lot of time with CC. I feel myself strongly attractive to her. But she has a very devoted boyfriend and I shall never even think about that at all. Saturday night, she stayed at my apartment and watched TV together. We chatted quite a lot and … what a pity. [...]
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So She is Pretty
June 24th, 1997 No Comments
Okay, time to get settle down a bit. Work is as usual – boring. Jakarta does not seem that interesting so far. Maybe we haven’t explored the disco yet. Tonight, finally tonight, yes, we got out of our area and took a taxi to somewhere else. I took Alex’s advise and went to “Green Pub”. [...]
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Don’t Give Up?
June 2nd, 1997 No Comments
Ah, how shall I begin this month. Imprisonment? Face my own devil? Decision to make? Welcome the pain and endure the torture? Hell fire for all the sins I have committed? Regrets? Drastic change of reality? “Don’t give up”, that is the song I have been long to listen to when I was in Paris. [...]
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