To be frank, let’s hope that I have already hit the lowest point of my emotion. And I shall see a bright and clear path soon.
Easy said that done but at least I shall try to seek true happiness.
And not at all simple.
Got to sort out my work, my love, my friends and my family.
To some people, I may be lucky. To be single and lead a non-commit life. Free to see any body I like, free to do whatever I like.
The bottom line is: I have to experience as much as possible when I am young.
My heartbreaks, my disappointing role in the project, the slipping of my friends, the family back in Hong Kong I need to take care of really soon. The question is: shall I emerge in my non-prosperous love life, probably pursuing something that will end up like soap bubble? To be or not to be …
But which way to go?
Last night I have stayed up very late Powerpointing. And today’s training was so successful and they applauded at the end.
Not bad, huh?
Seeing CC and her boyfriend so close to each other hurts me so much.
C’est la vie.
One good news is that I have finally be able to compile all the Replication programs.
And we went for a project dinner with the AC team on third floor. Very nice restaurant and we were sitting near to one of the partner from Australia.
In the lift, I gave CC good hug and a kiss. Damn, I miss those feelings.
I lost my watch tonight.
What happened to me this year? I have lost my first girlfriend after 4 years of relationship. I now lost my watch which has been with me for 4 years.
At that very moment, I am afraid of losing anything at all. In life, you just cannot take things for granted. What if I lose CC?
Oh God, I just don’t want to think about it.
I need time. I just need time.
It has been quite a long time since I have become so moody during work. There is so much uncertainty between me and CC. Sometimes I cannot feel that loving feeling any more. But why? We went to Walmart together and it all seems to sparkle again. I hope we can still ‘sparkle’ after her boyfriend has left.
God, I love that girl.