Year 1998 has been a very interesting year for me. These are the events which were pretty significant in my ordinary life. I have spent the new year day alone. Well not exactly. My driver of that time, Edi, took me to Pelabunhan Ratu, South of Java. My second love affair had gone to drain [...]
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If Only I Have an Answer
October 29th, 1997 2 Comments
So, it has finished. This so called second love affair of mine has finally come to an end. Few days ago, I still wondering what will happen the day when the project ends. But it just turns into such an ugly scene. My eyeball ‘burst’ and I still hope that it will recover. But it [...]
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Swamped
August 24th, 1997 No Comments
It has been exactly three weeks which I have not been writing any diary. Surprising how time flies and how much I have lost touch with my inner self. So what has happened in this three weeks’ time. A lot. In terms of work, it has gone quite okay. Or more correctly, more bearable. But [...]
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What Can I Possibly Do?
August 3rd, 1997 No Comments
So finally CC is on her own. But as expected (not as hoped) she becomes quite distant from me. What can I possibly do? Tweet
Know My Place
August 2nd, 1997 No Comments
Sunday, that is. Forced myself to wake up this morning. Accompanied the maid and bought some household stuffs. Went over BUN and worked a while. CC called me back to chop up the chicken. We all have a lunch gathering. Then I went back to work a while and they all watched VCD. Seeing CC [...]
To Be or To Be Not
August 1st, 1997 No Comments
To be frank, let’s hope that I have already hit the lowest point of my emotion. And I shall see a bright and clear path soon. Easy said that done but at least I shall try to seek true happiness. And not at all simple. Got to sort out my work, my love, my friends [...]
C’est La Vie
July 31st, 1997 No Comments
Last night I have stayed up very late Powerpointing. And today’s training was so successful and they applauded at the end. Not bad, huh? Seeing CC and her boyfriend so close to each other hurts me so much. C’est la vie. Tweet
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How I Miss …
July 30th, 1997 No Comments
One good news is that I have finally be able to compile all the Replication programs. And we went for a project dinner with the AC team on third floor. Very nice restaurant and we were sitting near to one of the partner from Australia. In the lift, I gave CC good hug and a [...]
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Lost
July 23rd, 1997 No Comments
I lost my watch tonight. What happened to me this year? I have lost my first girlfriend after 4 years of relationship. I now lost my watch which has been with me for 4 years. At that very moment, I am afraid of losing anything at all. In life, you just cannot take things for [...]
Uncertainty
July 22nd, 1997 No Comments
It has been quite a long time since I have become so moody during work. There is so much uncertainty between me and CC. Sometimes I cannot feel that loving feeling any more. But why? We went to Walmart together and it all seems to sparkle again. I hope we can still ‘sparkle’ after her [...]
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