Year 1998 has been a very interesting year for me. These are the events which were pretty significant in my ordinary life. I have spent the new year day alone. Well not exactly. My driver of that time, Edi, took me to Pelabunhan Ratu, South of Java. My second love affair had gone to drain… Continue reading Looking Back 1998
Another Christmas day, alone on my own. The background music? Well, “Do they know it’s Christmas”. Looking back the year of 1997. A lot has happened. Far too much. But I have to write them down. What’s life without memory? Good or bad, they make up our past. Hopefully, we can learn something out of… Continue reading Looking Back on 1997
So, it has finished. This so called second love affair of mine has finally come to an end. Few days ago, I still wondering what will happen the day when the project ends. But it just turns into such an ugly scene. My eyeball ‘burst’ and I still hope that it will recover. But it… Continue reading If Only I Have an Answer
It has been exactly three weeks which I have not been writing any diary. Surprising how time flies and how much I have lost touch with my inner self. So what has happened in this three weeks’ time. A lot. In terms of work, it has gone quite okay. Or more correctly, more bearable. But… Continue reading Swamped
So finally CC is on her own. But as expected (not as hoped) she becomes quite distant from me. What can I possibly do?