So finally CC is on her own. But as expected (not as hoped) she becomes quite distant from me. What can I possibly do?
To be frank, let’s hope that I have already hit the lowest point of my emotion. And I shall see a bright and clear path soon.
Easy said that done but at least I shall try to seek true happiness.
And not at all simple.
Got to sort out my work, my love, my friends and my family.
To some people, I may be lucky. To be single and lead a non-commit life. Free to see any body I like, free to do whatever I like.
The bottom line is: I have to experience as much as possible when I am young.
My heartbreaks, my disappointing role in the project, the slipping of my friends, the family back in Hong Kong I need to take care of really soon. The question is: shall I emerge in my non-prosperous love life, probably pursuing something that will end up like soap bubble? To be or not to be …
But which way to go?
Tonight (after midnight already), I turned 1 year older. And I was with CC. Neither one of us realised that, of course.
For the whole day, I have been thinking of her. I think I have already fallen in love with her and in less than a week’s time, I will lose her again.
The start of a heartbreak is coming, how nice.
Such a confusing situation.
Two days before birthday and I have committed one terrible mistake.
But CC and her boyfriend really love each other. She intends to marry to him. Oh, what have I done?
But I do love her. Does that count?
Okay, how shall I confess?
To confess the wrongdoing of my heart or the wrongdoing of my soul?
I have just followed my heart and that is what I end up with. Knowing that CC has a devoted boyfriend, going to see her very soon, how could I end up in …
Knowing that this well is so deep that a step forward will end up dead at the bottom, why would I just fall in love, like that again?
Must be – using one pain to cover another one.