Today we needed to hit Los Angeles therefore we both woke up pretty early. I set the alarm clock at 6:45 am and I woke up naturally. More correctly, I woke up by a nightmare. In my dream, I was in bed with JP. And before we got into real business, she admitted that she had slept with more than a hundred guys while I was away. I was furious and shouting up to the sky (something like the show ‘Romeo and Juliet’) and I could feel my whole body felt with rage. And I woke up with cold swears falling from my forehead.
Must be the songs from ‘Jewel’.
Guess what. I woke up at 7:20 am instead. Feeling very tired and we stepped out of the room at around eight. Had a simple breakfast and hit the road. I felt a lot better today and Colin and I got along well just like Day One. Kind of strange that my mood changes so suddenly.
At first Colin decided that he would drive all the way to Barstow and I would take the cue and finished off the trip. In the end, he got tired after one hour of driving on a very straight road and I took over. We swapped from time to time and it was fun.
The factory outlet in Barstow was huge. We both spent a lot of money there. In the end, we were frightened and tried not to step into any shop.
The inn was very decent indeed and we relaxed quite a fair bit. Colin was into … erm … movies while I just took a nap. He was craving for Chinese food so we have decided to go for Chinese. It took us a long time to get there and the food was no good. But he still thinks that it is better than cheese and bread (Western food).
During the whole day, I was thinking about JP again. Thinking about the possibility that we will get back together. But will I ever even be able to bear the shadow of not being able to know what she has been doing behind me? After all, we have officially broken up. And do I really care if she is really flirting and sleeping around? Guess I shouldn’t. Thought that the purpose of such a trip is to forget about the past but the past is just too difficult to be forgiven.
It was Monday morning and I was so glad that I was back to work. At least there was someone I could talk to. Miracle happened and I woke up at 6:30 am. And I couldn’t go back to sleep. Therefore I replied a few emails to my friends and sister and went to work at 8:30 am. Anyway, I had a very important status report to write (to all the SocGen big bosses this time). And I promised to give Nicholas and Willie a SIR to work with. Spent the whole afternoon doing the BG transaction advice SIR and probably will spend the next two days doing the BG reversal advice. It’s so boring, but that’s work.
Unexpectedly, Michel invited me to have a dinner with his wife. Initially, we were talking about Chinese Food and I told him that I can never find a good Chinese restaurant in Paris. And he told me that there were quite a few good ones near where he lived.
So I said, okay I would come with you if you don’t mind. By the time we arrived at the train station near his place, his wife was already waiting in the car. And they drove me to their place and had aperitif (whisky for me). And we drove down to a Chinese restaurant. That waiter didn’t speak Cantonese at all. What a disappointment. The food was good and we chatted quite a fair bit. Michel was a good translator (as his wife, Mirela, doesn’t speak English at all). We talked a bit about Romania as well (where they are from). They planned to take me out one weekend. How nice! (And they played Mylene Farmer in the car, just perfect)
One of the happiest night in Paris.
How come I had this feeling that I will not be able to talk to JP today. Three days, you know. I began to hate this feeling. Still remember one of the night, one guy from the chat asked me that, “Why doesn’t she call tonight?” Though I have been through all this already. Why?
Then I remember how his ex lost her. Now this is frightening.
Mohamed and Claude has been very nice to me. Tonight was Friday night and they accompanied me for a drink. I said I will drink anything and they ordered a beer for me (while they are having a decaf). And they may meet me up tomorrow. I am so touched.
So I had Chinese food and as expected, it was disappointing. The only thing that was good was that I got a chance to speak in Cantonese. That was all. Wanted to catch a show but could not find one good one. Al Pacino’s “Looking for Richard” is out and it is a 3:45 hrs show. Incredible, I may watch it on Sunday instead.
And I began to like talk show. NBC – Jay Leno. I just enjoy it so much. Maybe I begin to grow up!